He proceeds to recount her story, not breaking...
He proceeds to recount her story, not breaking down, trying to repeat what she said to him about where she had been, how she had lived, and what had become of her, trying to get it into his head, his own head, trying to find in his head the room for it all when he could not even find enough room for that room in which she livedHe comes closest to crying when he tells his brother that she had twice been raped
"Are you done?" asks Jerry
"What?"
"If you're done, if that's it, tell me what you are going to do nowWhat are you going to do, Seymour?"
"I don't know what there is to doShe blew up Ham-lin's He cannot tell him about Oregon and the other three"She did it on her own
"Well, sure she did itWho did we replica omega seamaster planet ocean think did it? Where is she now, in that room?"
"Yes
"Then go back to the room and get herShe wants me to leave her alone
"Fuck what she wantsGet back in your fucking car and get over there and drag her out of that fucking room by her hairI'm not the one who thinks holding his family together is the most important thing in existence--you areGet back in that car and get her!"
"That won't workThere's more to this than you understandOnce you get beyond the point of forcing somebody back into their house--then what? There's bravado about it--but then what? It's complicated, too complicatedIt won't work your way
"That's just the way it works
"She killed three other peopleShe has killed four people
"Fuck the replica santos cartier four peopleWhat's the matter with you? You're acceding to her the way you acceded to your father, the way you have acceded to everything in your lifeShe's crazy, she's gone crazyYou just look at her and you know it
"What did you think was going to happen? You sound surprised
Of course she got rapedEither get off your ass and do something or she's going to get raped for a third timeDo you love her or don't you love her?"
"How can you ask that?"
"You force me to
"Please, not now, don't tear me down, don't undermine meI never loved anything more in the world
"What? What is that?"
"As a thing--you loved her as a fucking thingThe way you love your wifeOh, if someday you could become conscious of why you are prada logos doing what you are doingDo you know why? Do you have any idea? Because you're afraid of creating a bad scene! You're afraid of letting the beast out of the bag!"
"What are you talking about? What beast? What beast?" No, he is not expecting perfect consolation, but this attack--why is he launching this attack without even the pretext of consoling? Why, when he has just explained to Jerry how everything has turned out thousands and thousands of times worse than the worst they'd expected?
"What are you? Do you know? What you are is you're always trying to smooth everything overWhat you are is always trying to be moderateWhat you are is never telling the truth if you think it's going to hurt somebody's feelingsWhat you louis vuitton taschen are is you're always compromisingWhat you are is always complacentWhat you are is always trying to find the bright side of thingsThe one with the mannersThe one who abides everything patientlyThe one with the ultimate decorumThe boy who never breaks the codeWhatever society dictates, you doDecorum is what you spit in the face ofWell, your daughter spit in it for you, didn't she? Four people? Quite a critique she has made of decorum
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